Why?

Suddenly, I feel something breaking inside
And I can´t even grasp the sensation
Nor understand the words you just said

So, you didn´t choose me??

Just... Why?
What the hell is wrong with me?
What was I doing all this time?
What was the meaning?
Why?

What about all those dreams?
All those nigths thinking about you?
All those tears I´ve already shed
And all these tears I can´t keep inside me anymore?

Do you even care?
Seriously, I don´t know anything anymore
Should I just die? Would that reach you?
Should I just lie down and give up?
Do you realy think I wouldn´t have done that already If I could?

I just don´t know anymore...
What to do... What to feel...
Nothing

Just... Why?